Life goes on!
No matter what. I had hoped I was travlling with love, but I have learned I am not. Just found out within the hour, that the man to whom I gave my heart openly has a girlfriend. At least he called me and informed me. But I am still visibly upset. I had dreams of seeing him again and everything, but now a very different kind of book I can write.
This happens when so any other things were tryng to become as they should be.
I just wanted my personal life to be right, but he has a girlfriend, and it is not me. At least he told me; he had that much decency. I will give him that much credit. I am trying to be tolerant of this; nothing ever said that he and I would become anything lasting despite my hopes and my dreams; yes, my dreams.
Am I in the “Bust Your Windows” stage?
Trying not to be, because I do not know how to fall out of love; I did not fall in love easily. I have no man, it seems. But I do have a new book, and the man no longer in my life did help contribute to it, but I will not have anything else from him, I can just forget about that.. All over.
For this occasion:
“Bust Your Windows”
AND FOR EVERY “SIDE CHICK” OUT THERE, our song (that is, I was always the “Chick on the Side” even if I hesitated to admit that), but it’s long been true: